Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Works Cited

Elkeles, Simone. Rules of Attraction. New York: Walker Publishing Complany, 2010. Print.
National Geographic: World’s Most Dangerous Gang. Perf. Lisa Ling. Dir. Gary Parker and Charles Poe. National Geographic, 2006. Film.
“Why People Join Gangs.” Gang Free. N.p., 2008. Web. 19 May 2015. <http://www.gangfree.org/gangs_why.html>.

“Why Young People Join Gangs.” LAPD Online. Los Angeles Police Department, 2015. Web. 19 May 2015. <http://www.lapdonline.org/top_ten_most_wanted_gang_members/content_basic_view/23473>.

Dear Reader

As I read "Rules of Attraction" by Simone Elkeles, I could have focused on this biracial relationship, falling in love, and all that jazz. But I realized that there is a much larger theme at work here, the situation of gang violence and drug trafficking in this country. What I liked about the novels take on this topic, is Elkeles made it clear that it isn't just poor people at work in the drug industry, but very wealthy people too. Yet, our main character Carlos was a young man from a rather impoverished family, and him and his brother's only options growing up were to join a gang. So my question then was what makes young boys make this choice to join a gang. I started my research on that question. As I read, many join gangs to protect their family, they want a family environment that isn't present at home, and they need money to try and keep food on the table. Its when young men have to take the reigns in their home, and the only quick solution is to join a gang, and then its the gang that keeps them in it for life. I wrote a short story about a young boy who comes to this country from El Salvador and his only choice is to join a gang, I wrote a letter about a man in Chicago who blames his family for his gang situation, and I created a tweet that addresses the revenge mindset when a fellow gang member in gunned down. I also interpreted a photo of MS-13 graffiti found on a street corner, and a bank statement that shows the type of money that flows through the system. My Golden Thread is quotes that I found off of brainyquote.com that talk about gangs and gang members mentality. I always find quotes help to tie in different ideas and can span multiple interpretations, so therefore the use of quotes is the most powerful tool to help get the seriousness of these boys joining gangs at such a young age. The extent to the amount of gang influence found in the United States and especially when it comes to drug trafficking, the amount of gangs isn't going to drop anytime soon. Instead of the government taking out the top drug lords, they need to start focusing on how they can reevaluate the economy to give people in poverty more opportunities to escape it, because then that will give these boys other options than joining a gang.

MLK jr.

Darkness cannot drive out darkness;
 Only light can do that.
Hate cannot drive out hate;
Only love can do that.
-Martin Luther King Jr.

Call to the Wise

To Grandma,
I’m moving out. I’m tired of this. Probably going to move in with my cousin Joey who lives in Bridgeport. You know all this gang life and everything. I know how much you hated when mom married my dad, and now I know why. You were right, he could never take us out of the South Side. Sure, he got mom out of Englewood, but he brought all the problems from there with him! I like East Pilsen though, but Bridgeport isn’t so gang centered. I have a girlfriend now, her names Christina. Man grandma I might love her. But I can’t get into that with her like that just yet. I mean my gang brothers always have girls, but they never talk about love. How did you find love? I don’t know gran but something about Christina is amazing, I feel like the Almighty Bishops are so far away from me, as if I can actually live my life again. She always takes us out of East Pilsen, she hates it there. We go to Greektown a lot since her grandfather was from Athens, and just walking around reminds her of what it was like when he would take her out before he passed away. Christina wants to move to Greece, and I’m afraid she’ll leave when she’s eightteen, because I think by that time I will really love her. She tells me about the cousins she talks to in Greece and how every cousin has a spare room with her name above the door. She really wants to flee Chicago, I think the United States too, she’s political like that.
But being in the Almighty Bishops is hard grandma. I’m now a bagboy so they keep me away from all the serious stuff. That’s doing better than a lot of my other friends in the gang. My friend Zach is out “patrolling” the territory. He works the “Fight Hours” as we call them. I hate that I fell into dad’s footsteps. Mom never wanted me to join, but once David joined, you know, twins have to stick together. David is more into the gang than me, he reminds me a lot of how mom describes dad. Same walk, same confidence and charm with girls, but you can see the fear growing in his eyes. Part of me wonders if David ever thought he would get caught up in this life. Oh! Yea! You’re going to be a great-grandma because David’s girl Michelle is pregnant. I know but I’m happy for him. Michelle knows of the gang, but she thinks maybe she can still live a safe life. She too dreams of getting out of East Pilsen, she might take the baby to Rogers Park when she has it.
Mom’s doing well though. She takes Michelle out all the time, trying to be there for her new daughter-in-law. Mom you know still working, still single, but she’s happy. Maybe I should put her on eHarmony, but two gangster sons isn’t a good look on the resume. David and I are her only priorities. She does what she has to do, just like you did for her too Gran. Man I miss you. I’m going to take the Metra up to Waukegan in two weeks. Maybe I’ll bring Christina and you can talk her out of moving to Greece. Just kidding, maybe you can give me more words of wisdom on how to just get out of this situation. I hate it. I feel like it wasn’t even my choice, it was dad's before it was David’s. But I’ll make it somehow.

See you soon,

Michael

Today's New Tourist Sights

“The global phenomenon of of poverty tourism - or “poorism” - has become increasingly popular during the past few years. Tourists pay to be guided through the favelas of Brazil and the shantytowns of South Africa. The recently opened Los Angeles Gang Tour carries visitors through battle-scarred territories of urban violence and deprivation.”
-Leslie Jamison

The View From the Bottom

Alejandro Gutierrez walks along the dark streets of East Los Angeles carrying twenty grams of marijuana in one pocket, and a pocket knife in the other. A bag boy for the gang Mara Salvatrucha, or MS-13, he hides his tattoos on his way to meet a buyer, so that way he can prevent a stray bullet from a rival gang lodging into his head. He waits at the corner of Beverly and Wilcox when a big black Chevy Tahoe pulls up. Alejandro hops in the car, counts his money, hands over the drugs, gets out, and walks south on Wilcox.
As Alejandro walks he smells the spices coming from a taqueria, the sizzling carnitas and roasted poblano peppers make his mouth water. This reminds him of his mother and sister still living in Santa Tecla, El Salvador, the home he left when he was only thirteen. His sister today turned twelve, which means a lot back home. It means if she doesn't get out, a young girl like her, she’ll be a prime target for gangs there to force her into prostitution. When Alejandro made it to Los Angeles, and his cousin Luis was already a part of MS-13, Luis told him that by joining the gang, it would help protect his family back home. It was an easy decision for him to make, he couldn't bear the idea of his sister being another one of those gang girls.
He remembers the days when he was a young boy walking home from his school, and seeing graffiti across houses indicating when he was in Barrio 18 or MS-13 territory. He fled Santa Tecla to escape being forced into a gang, but when he arrived in Los Angeles, his future gang life was already decided. He wonders that if this would’ve been the same fate if he never left, actually being there for his sister, not having to be extra careful of getting caught so they don’t send him back, not feeling like the gang life was his only chance.
Alejandro continues down the street until he arrives at the apartment he stays at with his two cousins Luis and Roberto, both higher up officials in MS-13. He climbs to the second landing, walks into the apartment and a wall of marijuana smoke practically knocks him down. As he proceeds to his bedroom, the door is locked, so Luis must have one of the MS-13 girls in there with him. Instead, he walks into the kitchen, grabs a cigarette, lights it, and walks to the roof of the building. Alejandro tells everyone that it’s got the best view in East LA, and where Barrio 18 can’t get a nice shot on him. As he twists the cigarette in his mouth, and watches the birds fly above him, he dreams of being free again. Not having the memories of being abused and tormented on “La Bestia” as he rode here, not watching a young woman being raped in exchange to get her across the border, not having a rival gangsters blood on his hands, not having to always watch his back. But Alejandro has no choice, he is in this for life. The gang was the only thing he could turn to when he got here, and it’s the only thing he’s got now.

Protective Shield


“What a lot of people don’t realize about gangs, in my opinion, is that a gang is not there to attack you. Eighty percent of the people in a gang are there to stop anyone from attacking them. You join a gang for protection, not to go out and hit someone.” 
-Michael Caine.

The Payout

Liberty Bank - San Antonio
Bank Statement of William Jamarillo

DATE
Description
REF.
Withdrawals
Deposits
Balance
2/10/15
Starting Balance



$7,000.00
2/12/15
Cash

$5,000.00

$2,000.00
2/13/15
Cash
9877

$8,000.00
$10,000.00
2/22/15
Cash
9990

$350.00
$10,350.00
3/1/15
Cash
1765
$500.00

$9,850.00
3/6/15
Payroll- Deposit: Panera
4452

$437.51
$10,287.51
3/16/15
Cash


$9,000.00
$19,287.51
3/19/15
Payroll- Deposit: Panera
5567

$399.97
$19,687.18
3/28/15
Cash
8877

$4,000.00
$23,687.18
4/2/15
Payroll- Deposit: Panera
9901

$276.01
$23,963.19
4/16/15
Cash
7781
$8,000.00

$15,963.19
4/17/15
Cash

$1,000.00

$14,963.19
4/19/15
Cash


$7,000.00
$21,963.19
4/20/15
Cash
9973

$12,500.00
$38,963.19
4/21/15
Payroll- Deposit: Panera
2265

$198.12
$39,161.31
4/29/15
Cash
7765
$3,000.00

$36,161.31

Future

“Even gang members imagine a future that doesn’t include gangs.” -Greg Boyle

#RIP Tweets

#RIP to my homie, Jerrel McKay. He was gunned down today. There is no man out here who can do that to my brother and expect nothing to come back around. #WarZoneRiseUp

Nothing New


“Gang violence in America is not a sudden problem. It has been a part of urban life for years, offering an aggressive definition and identity to those seeking a place to belong in the chaos of large metropolitan areas.” -Dave Reichert.

Art and Territory

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The two gangs associated with the graffiti are two Los Angeles centered gangs, Barrio 18 in the black graffiti, and Mara Salvatrucha or MS-13 in red. The first thing I know is that the MS-13 graffiti is covering the Barrio 18 graffiti. Which means, this block that used to belong to Barrio 18, is now new territory for MS-13. I previously watched a documentary on Nat Geo specifically on MS-13, and one thing they mentioned was how they identified territory through where they placed the graffiti, and gaining or losing territory, always involved some type of exchanged gun fire.
To the left of the photo, the next this written in red, as far as I can see, says “187 Evil Side” which identifies the location. Or it can also be one of the gangs “cliques” that helps to operate specific parts of the gang's territory. Which could also operate not only to let others know who runs this area, but maybe to establish some sort of pride in the fact that it was this clique that gained more territory for the gang. But then also the fact that there isn't a lot of graffiti on the wall, can also indicate that this area is newly adopted by both gangs. An area that before didn’t have a lot of gang activity, but now can possibly be on the rise.
From this photo as well, we can get an idea for the type of neighborhood this was found in. The faded coloring on the brick, as well as towards the end of this building could mean that it hasn't been well taken care of. That indicates that the gang’s territory operates in a lower-income neighborhood, rather than a rich suburb like Wilmette.
What's interesting about this piece of graffiti is that MS-13 is in red and Barrio 18 is in black, but both of their colors are black and blue (flag of El Salvador). My only thought here is that since Barrio 18 used black, the rival gang used red in order to not associate the new graffiti with the same gang by using blue, they chose red to stand out, or maybe to indicate the blood lost over gaining this territory.

In The School

“During my eleven years as a New York City public school teacher, I saw firsthand the impact that poverty has on the classroom. In low-income neighborhoods like Sunset Park, where I taught, students as young as five years old enter the school affected by the stresses often created by poverty: domestic violence, drug abuse, and gang activity.”
-Sal Albanese

Young Boys

The men who fight wars are not the old, gray-haired men, that make the military decisions but rather young boys who for the most part don’t know the full story behind why they’re being shipped off. This is doesn’t just deal with the military, but young boys on streets across this country, fighting in gang wars. Some of the largest and most dangerous gangs in the United States today are Mara Salvatrucha, Barrio 18, Latin Kings, the Aryan Brotherhood, and the Bloods. These gangs originated in the big cities, such as Los Angeles, Chicago, New York, Miami, and Philadelphia, and from there they spread out to other cities. The first step of gaining influence in a new area is recruitement. Recruiting boys off the inner-city streets starts at ages as young as 8. What is it that motivates these young boys to join a gang at such a young age? Gangs offer an outlet for young people who feel they have nowhere else to turn, which makes them so dangerous.
Before the money, killings, and drugs are involved in gang activity, the first appeal is that it creates a family environment for gang members. The reason children that live in single parent households in inner city communities are labeled “at risk,” is because the gang will be extremely appealing for them. The gang life guarantees a newfound family, protection, and a good amount of money to be made (LAPD online). In the book Rules of Attraction,  by Simone Elkeles, Carlos got involved with Los Guerreros Del Barrio so he could protect his family from other gangs and to make a little more money. “I never complained when I made less than fifty pesos a day and worked like a dog after school. After I got canned and started running with Guerreros del Barrio, I made over a thousand pesos in one day. It might have been dirty money, but it kept food on our table,” (Elkeles 3). His older brother back in Chicago joined the Latino Bloods so he could protect his family after his father was killed during a drug deal. The idea of family and protection for young boys in these at risk communities makes the gang seem like the next best option.
The National Geographic documentary “The World’s Most Dangerous Gang,” follows the gang Mara Salvatrucha, or MS-13, around the streets of LA. The gang member they follow joined at eight years old. He killed his first rival gang member when he was twelve. One of his daily jobs is to recruit young boys. He hangs around parks and socialises with these boys. He shares with them the glamorous side of joining MS-13. He promises them a place where they would always belong, always have a family, and could make a good amount of money. After that, it becomes easy for these boys to make the choice to join the gang. If these boys have a family member involved as well, the family influence will be even stronger and recruiting becomes that much easier. Once they’re in it, they’re taught they are either going to end up dead, in jail, or in a hospital.
MS-13’s influence spans from Central America to Canada, and all the area in between. This gang was founded on the streets of Los Angeles when the first surge of Central American immigrants were making their way into the United States. The young El Salvadoran immigrants were constantly intimidated and threatened by the black and Mexican gangs already established in East Los Angeles, and when those Salvadoran boys formed their own group, they became the most dangerous gang this country has ever seen. With the continuing flow of immigrants fleeing Central America at record numbers with no family, the gang is an easy solution to a lot of their problems. When these illegal members are deported back to their home country, they take the MS-13 influence with them, making them an international gang force. Due to their international force, it makes them much more effective at drug and sex trafficking across countries, because then they only do business within their own gang.

Gangs have been present in society for a long time, and it doesn’t look like they’re going to disappear anytime soon. The current estimated number of violent street gangs in the United States is thirty-three thousand, with about one million four hundred thousand active members. The situation the police face now is that their past gang raids have been focused on taking out the gang leaders. But with that, it leaves thousands of young gangsters forming their own small sections of the same gang, making them more dangerous than before. These young boys that have nowhere to turn, nobody to look up to, are very easy recruits for gangs. Its a very harsh and sad reality that isn't just found in the inner cities, but everywhere across this country.

Monday, May 11, 2015

"Rules of Attraction" Number Two

There's no doubt that the amount of drugs in this country is an issue. The homemade drugs, such as methamphetamine, aren't being apprehended at the border between Mexico and the United States as much as cocaine and marijuana are for example. But there's an even deeper problem than just the drugs, but rather the gang wars and other gang related issues that follow these drugs being taken across the border.
In the book "Rules of Attraction", the main character Carlos gets caught up in between the drug gang wars. In Mexico he was apart of the gang, Guerreros del Barrio, and his Mexican connections made him a valuable asset for a drug lord named Wes Devlin in organizing the drug movements across the borders. Drug trafficking is continuing to increase, but that still makes the Mexican drug smugglers still very uncertain about the drug buyers here in the United States in case they're going to sell them out. But one of the reasons that Devlin recruited Carlos, was his boys were about to get in a drug war with another gang called R6. The drug smuggling from Mexico to the United States is a huge business, and its certainly not slowing down at all even with increased drug crackdowns, and border patrol officers.
Since 2006, there has been a Mexican drug war that is active in both Mexico and the United States over who controls the majority of the drug transportation and territory. The drug trafficking industry in Mexico is estimated at fifty billion dollars, and is also thought that if the drug industry was to completely disappear from Mexico, the economy would shrink by over sixty three percent. The six big drug cartels that are centered in Mexico, but also have influence in the United States are; Arellano-Felix Organization or the Tijuana cartel, Los Zetas Cartel, Vicente Carillo Fuentes Organization or the Juárez Cartel, Sinaloa Cartel, La Familia Cartel, and the Beltrán-Leyva Cartel. Each of these drug cartels are fighting to make the most money, have the most amount of territory, and none of them are afraid to use violence to get what they want.
Many of these drug cartels will force migrants traveling from Central America and Mexico to carry drugs for them across the border, and if they refuse, they will kill them. Many also operate as coyotes as well, demanding high amounts of money, and for assistance in transporting the drugs.
The drug trafficking industry is an extremely profitable but yet very dangerous and often deadly operation to join. And it doesn't look like its slowing down at all, if anything the tensions are continuing to rise.

Monday, May 4, 2015

"Rules of Attraction" Blog 1

The current book I'm reading is "Rules of Attraction" by Simone Elkeles. This book is the sequel to another popular teen romance book "Perfect Chemistry", featuring the two main characters Alex Fuentes and his girlfriend Brittany, but this sequel follows Alex's younger brother, Carlos, and his relationship with a girl Kiara. The interesting thing about the Fuentes brothers, is both have been involved with gangs. Alex with the Latin Blood when they lived in Chicago. But when Carlos was in Mexico before he moved to Colorado, he was involved with Guerreros del Barrio. What I began to find interesting was the amount of gang influence that exists within the United States. Obviously that's a very broad topic, because there are gangs and drugs everywhere. But Carlos' gang involvement involved more the presence of drugs. In his second week of school, he was framed by a gang member that had connections to Guerreros del Barrio that ended up having him going to court and an after school program for at risk teens. One gang ritual is staying silent especially when faced with authorities, and not to snitch on anyone, and Carlos acted on that rule when he got busted. The gang culture that exists is very complex. But from this point in the book, some of these gangs are working internationally.
When I read the prequel to "Rules of Attraction" Carlos' brother was involved in drugs, but when he was dealing, him and his other gang members were working more inside the boundaries of Chicago. But in Carlos' case, his gang issues followed him as he moved from Mexico back to the United States. Now there could be two alternatives to that, he wasn't formally jumped out of the gang so that could be part of his punishment or maybe a symbol that he's still apart of the gang. But that's pretty impressive that street gangs in Mexico can still have power even when the gang member isn't in the same country. Or it could be that each gang has international connections especially when drugs are involved. Either way the influence and power that the gang life has over Carlos affects his every move and behavior. Along the way he shuts out different people he loves in order to try and protect them from what may happen if the gang finds out where the people he loves are.
The legacy of gang activity in the Fuentes family isn't something to mess around with. In this book, Carlos became extremely scared when he found the drugs in his locker, not because he could get in trouble but because he knew he was framed by someone within the gang. Which leads me to question how much international drug trafficking exists currently in the United States, how much of a threat these gangs are, and has the drug trafficking been around for a long time.

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Who Runs the World in 19th Century France? Men.

A large theme in "Madame Bovary" by Gustave Flaubert is that women don't have any power. It clearly demonstrates the contrasts between the lives of men and women and who really held the power in society at that time.
The first time I caught onto it was when Madame Bovary gave birth to her daughter Berthe, and when she found out it was a girl, she fainted. "But a woman is always hampered. At once inert and flexible, she has against her the weakness of the flesh and legal dependence. Her will, like the veil of her bonnet, help by a string, flutters in every wind; there is always some desire that draws her, some conventionality that restrains," (Flaubert 86). It talks of the weakness a woman faces in society and how she cares so much for her unborn child, and wants the best for it, and the only way to guarantee that is if she had a son.
Another part that stuck out to me was when Madame Bovary senior came to visit, she instantly began critiquing the way Charles ran his home. "Madame Bovary senior, who, after a fearful scene with her husband, had taken refuge at her son's, was not the least scandalized of women-folk. Many other things displeased her. First, Charles had not attended to her advice about the forbidding of novels; then the 'ways of the house' annoyed her, she allowed herself to make some remarks, and there were quarrels, especially one on account of Felicite," (Flaubert 178). Novels help to broaden the mind and educate people when they read. Madame Bovary senior noticed Emma's changed attitude and ways she acted around the house and thought that it was related to her reading of novels. And by forbidding the novels, Emma would be blind to the world around her and her personal rights. Basically to keep her powerless in society.
What also appeared to symbol Emma's powerlessness in society was her affairs with other men. She ultimately has to acknowledge that the affairs are not her husbands fault or her loves "tempting her" to commit adultery, because at the end of the day, that was her choice to make. It is still her body, and she can still control what goes in it. But then again, if she leaves her husband, she has nothing. She will not get any money, which will be difficult for her after living a luxurious life, she certainly won't get custody of her child, nor will she have a home to go back to. But then that also means the only way she could possibly make any money is by using her body. Which again relates back to how women don't have any power, because she is using her body for the pleasure of men. Which is probably not exactly her profession of choice, because its her allowing men to have power over her, that allows her to make some money.
My reading during this book has changed a lot since I read "Atonement" or "How to Read Literature Like a Professor". What I started doing was noticing intertextuality, like I mentioned in my first blog post. Obviously when I read other books I picked up on things and thought, "Oh! This sounds familiar!" But then with that I was also able to connect different themes and specific quotes that were featured in other books. Which before I was never able to do and I find it so cool now that I can find these different pathways that didn't seem even possible at first. I also started to always have the dictionary app open on my phone whenever I read the book. I definitely was influenced a lot by Nabakov as well because when I first started picking up on intertextuality I went back to "How to Read Literature Like a Professor" to read the chapter on intertextuality. And then in some of the heavily detailed scenes I had to reread it a lot to grapple with all the information that was presented and attempt to arrive at some sort of conclusion from it. Because a lot of these scenes are hard to process all the information and actually understand what the narrator wants you to take from it, so I had to reread a lot.
Honestly, I would recommend this book to anyone who wants to expand their vocabulary. Every page there was some word I didn't know. And then I started to write down the definitions in the book itself to try and help understand them better. Also, the main reason why I chose this book is because when I first read the description it reminded me of "The Great Gatsby". So if you liked "The Great Gatsby" but want even more details and even more complicated twists and turns than that book, I would read "Madame Bovary". If you like books that mock the wealthy class, this book is really good at doing that. It truly is a good read though. For me, the details were a lot, because I get distracted really easily so while I read I felt my mind wander, while when I read "The Things They Carried" kept me engaged the whole time. That was my only issue was the amount of detail put in it, which made it a beautiful text to read, it just made me get distracted really easily and quickly too.

Cowardly Love

By the time I have reached page 186 in the book, I can already tell, this book is about to get crazy. So far, Emma is having this very steamy affair with Rodolphe and she loves him more than her own husband. And she for awhile has been almost begging Rodolphe to run away with her so the two of them can be together and show their love for one another to the world with no worries of anyone finding out.
 Meanwhile Charles is having a really bad experience within his career. He attempted to repair Hippolyte's club foot by cutting into the muscle. Which then backfired to where Hippolyte's wound got infected and Charles had to call in a separate doctor to assess the situation, and now Charles is getting sued. So his life is in a lot of trouble right now. While Emma's is about to go really terrible.
The day before Rodolphe and Emma were supposed to run away together he has this thought, "After a few moments Rodolphe stopped; and when he saw her with her white gown gradually fade away in the shade like a ghost, he was seized with such a beating of the heart that he leant against a tree lest he should fall. 'What an imbecile I am!' he said with a fearful oath. 'No matter! She was a pretty mistress!' And immediately Emma's beauty, with all the pleasures of their love, came back to him. For a moment he softened; then he rebelled against her. 'For after all,' he exclaimed, gesticulating, 'I can't exile myself-have a child on my hands.' He was saying these things to give himself firmness. 'And besides, the worry, the expense! Ah! no, no, no! a thousand times no! It would have been too stupid,'" (Flaubert 185).
When I read this I gasped. Because this was the complete opposite to what was going on between Emma and Rodolphe earlier that night! "'Ah! I understand. I have nothing in the world! You are all to me; so shall I be to you. I will be your people, your country; I will tend, I will love you!' 'How sweet you are!' he said, seizing her in his arms. 'Really!' she said with a voluptuous laugh. 'Do you love me? Swear it then!' 'Do I love you-love you? I adore you, my love!'" (Flaubert 183).
So after reading this, I had a prediction as to what was going to happen after this. She will spend the next day happy as anything packing for her get away with Rodolphe and then the day will come for the two of them running away, but Rodolphe won't show up after what I read on page 185. And for a while she will go back to her times of depression where she feels like she lives for nothing, and will continue to be cold to Charles like she was on page 172 when, "'Oh kiss me, my own!' 'Leave me!' she said, red with anger. 'What is the matter?' he asked stupefied." So she will continue to resent Charles and blame him for Rodolphe not coming in the morning because the risk is too big, so then she'll decide to go back to Leon, who was her first love during her marriage. Maybe she'll go on a day trip to Paris to see him, but not come back.

Monday, October 13, 2014

Climax Remix By Gustave Flaubert

After Madame Bovary and Monsieur Bovary get settled into the life at Yonville they meet the majority of the townspeople, especially ones of similar economic class as them. Such as Rodolphe, Monsieur Lheurex, Madame Lefrancois, Homais, and many others. The pivotal moment of this story was when Madame Bovary met Leon. She meets Leon shortly after giving birth to her daughter Berthe. She meets him while she's walking to her nurses' home to see her daughter when, "At this moment Monsieur Leon came out from a neighboring door with a bundle of papers under his arm. He came to greet her, and stood in the shade in front of Lheureux's shop under the projecting grey awning," (Flaubert 89). After the two of them meeting, they become extremely close, almost a little too close. "Had they nothing else to say to one another? Yet their eyes were full of more serious speech, and while they forced themselves to find trivial phrases, they felt the same languor stealing over them both. It was the whisper of the soul, deep, continuous, dominating that of their voices...and we are lulled by this intoxication without a thought of the horizon that we do not even know...In the beginning he had called on her several times along with the druggist. Charles had not appeared particularly anxious to see him again, and Leon did not know what to do between his fear of being indiscreet and the desire for an intimacy that almost seemed impossible," (Flaubert 92-93).
 For Madame Bovary, I really don't think she was even all that attracted to Charles when she married him, she saw him as the escape goat out of her boring, country lifestyle. And even after having his child, she still couldn't find a way to be in love with him. Leon I think she was actually attracted to and found ways to connect with him that she didn't have with Charles. I think as well she was raised to be a good wife and mother, but on the inside she had a very free spirit, and Leon was someone that was different and excited her. "But the more Emma recognized her love, the more she crushed it down, that it might not be evident, that she might make it less. She would have liked Leon to guess it, and she imagined chances, catastrophes that should facilitate this. What restrained her was, no doubt, idleness and fear, and a sense of shame also...Then the lusts of flesh, the longing for money, and the melancholy of passion all blended themselves into one suffering, and instead of turning her thoughts from it, she clave to it the more, urging herself to pain, and seeking everywhere occasion for it," (Flaubert 104). When she met Leon her life changed. Leon was someone she desperately wanted but couldn't have, which drove her insane and made her all the more upset. And when we discover her lust for another, and Charles' oblivion to her feelings for other men, it sets us up for Emma's future actions.

Bovary vs. Buchanan

The book that I am reading currently is "Madame Bovary" by Gustave Flaubert. The book is about a doctors wife, Emma, or Madame Bovary, who weds Monsieur Bovary, a young doctor at the time. When she first marries him after Monsieur Bovary becoming a widower, she is extremely happy to be wed and have an opportunity to escape her country life.
As we continue on in the book, we learn that Madame Bovary begins to feel depressed, and the life of being a mother and housewife is not satisfying her the way she thought that it would, so she begins to get sidetracked with other men.
When I first started reading this book, it reminded me of "The Great Gatsby" by F. Scott Fitzgerald. I saw similar forms of mockery between the two books on how Emma Bovary and Daisy Buchanan both appear to have the ideal life, but have love problems that to the outside reader seem very minute problems compared to their own. Emma is a country girl who marries a doctor, and Daisy Buchanan marries Tom Buchanan, who comes from an extremely wealthy family. Both Emma and Daisy have daughters and recognize that being a woman is a disadvantage. "But a woman is always hampered. At once inert and flexible, she has against her the weakness of the flesh and legal dependence. Her will, like the veil of her bonnet, help by a string, flutters in every wind; there is always some desire that draws her, some conventionality that restrains," (Flaubert 86). "I'm glad its a girl. And I hope she'll be a fool - that's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool," (Fitzgerald 118). In Emma's thoughts she knew that she wanted a son because men have so much more access and freedom than girls do, and even though Daisy says that she is happy to have a girl, she knows that being a girl in this world is difficult and unfair compared to the lives of men. Then the two of them embark on affairs. Even though Daisy was with Jay Gatsby, her past lover, while Emma was with two men who filled the emptiness in her marriage where Charles couldn't.
What I also found was that both books mocked the lives of the rich. And how they appeared to have everything anyone could ever hope for in life, when to an outsider had such miniscule problems in their life. Emma even mocks a fellow man of her own class complaining of his depression, "'Yes, I have missed so many things. Always alone! Ah! If I had some aim in life, if I had met some love, if I had found some one! Oh, how I would have spent all the energy of which I am capable, surmounted everything, overcome everything!' 'Yet it seems to me,' said Emma, 'that you are not to be pitied.' 'Ah! you think so?' said Rodolphe. 'For, after all,' she went on, 'you are free----' she hesitated, 'rich---' 'Do not mock me,' he replied." (Flaubert 131).  She even notices in other people when their complaints seem ridiculous, when she has similar feelings of depression but she sees nothing wrong with them. The comparison between the two books, for me, has been hard to ignore and pass over.